“I’ve made you laugh. Now I’m going to make you come.”
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My dirt lay hidden, beneath my fair skin, flawless from the outside.
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I didn’t mind being compared to a doll. It was an apt description. Pretty on the outside, hollow on the inside
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I wasn’t dangerous. I was just dirty.
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A doll. That’s all I was. A dirty doll with a broken soul, dark thoughts, and a desperate need to express what lay written on my bones.
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The stories still screamed, overwhelmingly loud in my mind. I needed an outlet for all of the darkness muddying up my thoughts, or my porcelain skin was going to shatter.
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Meanwhile, my darkness grew harder and harder to hide. It bled up through my pale skin, staining the outside like the deep crimson that streaked my fingers.
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Me, though? I was born bruised and battered, my soul streaked with stains that would never come clean no matter how hard I scrubbed. From the grave I was born, and to the grave I’d return.
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From a logical standpoint, I could see how some people found it attractive. Pretty, even. I had only ever seen it as a mask, barren, protecting the dark thoughts that lingered beneath.
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