4.48 Psychosis (eng)

the capture
the rapture
the rupture
of a soul

thought it was silent
till it went silent
how have you inspired this pain?

trying to leave a mark more permanent that myself

you will always have a piece of me
because you held my life in your hands

feel your pain but I cannot hold your life in my hands

when sanity visits
for one hour and twelve minutes I am in my right mind.

Every act is a symbol
the weight of which crushes me
A dotted line on the throat

Patient discharged into the care of the community on arrival of acutely
psychotic patient in emergency clinic in greater need of a hospital bed.

There's not a drug on earth can make life meaningful.

I kiss a woman across the years that say we shall never meet